Bbnaija: Kaisha weeps in diary session with Big Brother

Northern housemate in bbnaija lockdown season 5, Kaisha spoke with Big Brother in her diary session today.

She spoke concerning the following areas:

Experience So Far.

The house is really lovely, but the tension in the house is too much. She does not know why everybody is behaving how they are behaving. They are all fake. Today, this person is nice to you, tomorrow, the person is not nice to you.

Big Brother asks her to Expatiate.

She does not want to call names, but the house is tense for her. She thought it would be fun, but it’s clearly not for her.

Biggie says life sometimes throws the unexpected at us, it is left for her to adapt, face challenges head on and thrive. Biggie believes she has what it takes to survive and that is why she was chosen.

Who does she see herself bonding with?

First, she thought it was Erica, but today she’s nice, tomorrow, she’s not. At first Wathoni and Nengi, she just talks and everyone is cool, everyone is just giving her one thing or the other. (She starts crying)…right now, she is really not bonding with anyone. Everybody is changing who they want to bond with. Everyone is being fake, to her. Fake friendship, fake laughter, fake conversation. She thought it would be fun and excitement, but it isn’t.

Thoughts on first HoH game?

It’s a fairplay game and it was cool and she loved it.

Isolation Experience.

She has learnt that she can stay alone without wanting anyone around, she learnt how to talk to herself.

Chances of winning the show.

She knows she can win. She’s a really emotional person, and she does not want the emotions to get the best part of her. She feels she can still push herself, and she will definitely push herself. She won’t give up.

She wishes Biggie could talk to everyone to just be themselves, instead of trying too hard.

Biggie says, sometimes, when the world fails to give you the love and light you need, you have to provide yourself with love, light and strength. Biggie believes she has it in her, so, she shouldn’t sell herself short.

READ MORE: I’D GIVEN UP ON LOVE UNTIL I MET MY SOULMATE IN REALITY SHOW